*sigh*
how shall i start. i haven't had a few hours (other than sleep) to be just with myself. to chill, sit, and just not worry about stuff.
this past weekend was hell. in bewteen work shifts i had maybe 7 to 8 hours off before i had to right back to pull a 14 hour shift. i whould get off at 12am and go back in there at freaking 9. oh well its OVER.
some people should really not hang out. this *person* likes to start a lot of shit. when they never have even hung before. they try to get as much fucking information about shit and fucking spread it around and gossip. sometimes i hate hanging out with more than 3 people, because you can't fucking say something with out it getting all around town...
*bitch*
things are all weird now. i dont' know how to talk to her now. tonight i only got to chill with her for maybe an hour. either she's working or im usually working. we never have time to be together...
i want to make the best of tomorrow/today because its 5:30 in the damn morning.
summer goals:
stop cussing
gain some weight
get more sleep
find a new job
tell her
save up some money
stop writting in this diary
go to shows
new car
we watched How High at the apartment. funny ass movie. we all laughed it up. then i left.
i want to go swimming.
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<p>*sigh* </P><P></P><P>how shall i start. i haven't had a few hours (other than sleep) to be just with myself. to chill, sit, and just not worry about stuff. </P><P></P><P>this past weekend was hell. in bewteen work shifts i had maybe 7 to 8 hours off before i had to right back to pull a 14 hour shift. i whould get off at 12am and go back in there at freaking 9. oh well its OVER.</P><P></P><P>some people should really not hang out. this *person* likes to start a lot of shit. when they never have even hung before. they try to get as much fucking information about shit and fucking spread it around and gossip. sometimes i hate hanging out with more than 3 people, because you can't fucking say something with out it getting all around town...</P><P></P><P>*bitch*</P><P></P><P>things are all weird now. i dont' know how to talk to her now. tonight i only got to chill with her for maybe an hour. either she's working or im usually working. we never have time to be together...</P><P></P><P>i want to make the best of tomorrow/today because its 5:30 in the damn morning.</P><P></P><P>summer goals:</P><P></P><P>stop cussing</P><P></P><P>gain some weight</P><P></P><P>get more sleep</P><P></P><P>find a new job</P><P></P><P>tell her</P><P></P><P>save up some money</P><P></P><P>stop writting in this diary</P><P></P><P>go to shows</P><P></P><P>new car</P><P></P><P></P><P></P><P>we watched How High at the apartment. funny ass movie. we all laughed it up. then i left. </P><P></P><P></P><P>i want to go swimming.</p>
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