i need to stop wasting all my f@#$ing time. i HAVE to get my priorities in line and stop being so f@#$ing lazy!
i have to get the following or else im going to go crazy:
*school
*job
*apartment
*new car
i can't fucking stand living here. im never even here and i hate it. ahhhhh i need my own place. i can't stand not having a place to just go to and watch TV or lay down and do nothing. im fucking 19, i dont' want to bring a girl home to my parent's house.
every fucking stop light my car shuts off!! i want to take a bat and beat the shit out of that car you have no idea. "its a nice car" SHUT UP i want a freaking jett black Jetta or a 4 runner or something. anything that doesn't piss me off every 5 minutes that im in it.
and none of this is going to get done while im sitting here complaining on some internet journal. im fucking lazy. im a spoiled little brat that doesn't want to work for anything. i've had stuff handed to me my whole life and now im finally finding out that life isn't like that.
okay enough.
today/tonight was awesome
i got to hang out with Chaela pretty much all day. just doing random stuff and it was fun. i've never gone out with a girl so laid back and fun to be with. i really do like this girl. its awesome.
got Life As A House and watched it at her house. it was really good, but sad.
then rolled by steak n' shake where i ran into a lot of people.
yup then back to good ol' home. i don't even feel like part of the family anymore. it sounds really bad, but if i did move out i wouldn't miss my family. at least not for awhile. damnit im moving out
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<p>i need to stop wasting all my f@#$ing time. i HAVE to get my priorities in line and stop being so f@#$ing lazy!</P><P></P><P>i have to get the following or else im going to go crazy:</P><P></P><P>*school</P><P>*job</P><P>*apartment</P><P>*new car</P><P></P><P>i can't fucking stand living here. im never even here and i hate it. ahhhhh i need my own place. i can't stand not having a place to just go to and watch TV or lay down and do nothing. im fucking 19, i dont' want to bring a girl home to my parent's house. </P><P></P><P>every fucking stop light my car shuts off!! i want to take a bat and beat the shit out of that car you have no idea. "its a nice car" SHUT UP i want a freaking jett black Jetta or a 4 runner or something. anything that doesn't piss me off every 5 minutes that im in it.</P><P></P><P>and none of this is going to get done while im sitting here complaining on some internet journal. im fucking lazy. im a spoiled little brat that doesn't want to work for anything. i've had stuff handed to me my whole life and now im finally finding out that life isn't like that.</P><P></P><P>okay enough.</P><P></P><P>today/tonight was awesome</P><P></P><P></P><P>i got to hang out with Chaela pretty much all day. just doing random stuff and it was fun. i've never gone out with a girl so laid back and fun to be with. i really do like this girl. its awesome. </P><P></P><P>got Life As A House and watched it at her house. it was really good, but sad. </P><P></P><P>then rolled by steak n' shake where i ran into a lot of people. </P><P></P><P>yup then back to good ol' home. i don't even feel like part of the family anymore. it sounds really bad, but if i did move out i wouldn't miss my family. at least not for awhile. damnit im moving out</p>
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