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<p align="center"><font style="font-size: 80%; color: #">2002-08-12 4:49 a.m.</font><br><font style="font-size: 75%; color: #FFFFFF">i can't sleep...</font></p>
<p>i can't sleep...</P><P></P><P>im sitting here thinking. thinking of a lot of crap. i don't even know if i'll go to sleep, i know i should. maybe i'll take a shower and just go out and skateboard. </P><P></P><P>i get into moods sometimes. ones where i don't know what to do. i don't know what i want out of life. i don't want to be average. there has to be something out there for me. something worth waking up everyday. </P><P></P><P>I WANT OUT OF MY[parent's]HOUSE</P><P></P><P>i won't blame my brother if he hates me. i really am a fucking jerk to him. all the time. that kid has so much shit to deal with and i don't help at all. </P><P></P><P>i should go to bed. </p>
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im sitting here thinking. thinking of a lot of crap. i don't even know if i'll go to sleep, i know i should. maybe i'll take a shower and just go out and skateboard.
i get into moods sometimes. ones where i don't know what to do. i don't know what i want out of life. i don't want to be average. there has to be something out there for me. something worth waking up everyday.
I WANT OUT OF MY[parent's]HOUSE
i won't blame my brother if he hates me. i really am a fucking jerk to him. all the time. that kid has so much shit to deal with and i don't help at all.
i should go to bed.