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<p>ahh the joy of not sleeping. i havent' been to bed yet. its crazy i know i should get off this damn thing and sleep, but im stupid.</P><P></P><P>today was hell at APSU. getting all my crap together, but im good to go.</P><P></P><P>i need a job. i feel bad not having one. i want to do stuff with Chaela, but i never have any money. i know she doesn't care, but sometimes i do. tomorrow/today i'll get a job or at least try really hard. </P><P></P><P>chris *should* be in town today. i hope so.</P><P></P><P></P><P>i want to be with her forever. i just want to lay there with her and not worry about a thing. she makes me want to be a better person. i just feel good when im with her. i need her in my life so much. </P><P></P><P></P><P>sleep!</p>
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today was hell at APSU. getting all my crap together, but im good to go.
i need a job. i feel bad not having one. i want to do stuff with Chaela, but i never have any money. i know she doesn't care, but sometimes i do. tomorrow/today i'll get a job or at least try really hard.
chris *should* be in town today. i hope so.
i want to be with her forever. i just want to lay there with her and not worry about a thing. she makes me want to be a better person. i just feel good when im with her. i need her in my life so much.
sleep!