breathe in, breathe out. okay, im good.
i hate myself sometimes. i hate me in relationships, because i get weird. i worry too much. but i said screw it. its not worth it, to worry all the time.
although nothing planned actually worked out this weekend, it was still awesome.
spent a lot of time with my best friend Eddz. always a blast! skating in hoptown was cool.
i also spent a lot of time with my girl Chaela! spent almost all of today with her, 10:30 until 8:00. it ruled. went to church, out to eat, had a nap, then ate dinner over at her house. (shrimp! food is the best) yup!! so, she is great. i've never been treated so well.
school starts tomorrow (actually in a few hours) GREAT!! ah its all good, i only have 2 tomorrow, and i'll be done by 10:00.
oh yeah, Nelly sucks.
~/ this pain has been tasting of lead /~
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<p>breathe in, breathe out. okay, im good.</P><P></P><P></P><P>i hate myself sometimes. i hate me in relationships, because i get weird. i worry too much. but i said screw it. its not worth it, to worry all the time.</P><P></P><P>although nothing planned actually worked out this weekend, it was still awesome.</P><P></P><P>spent a lot of time with my best friend Eddz. always a blast! skating in hoptown was cool. </P><P></P><P>i also spent a lot of time with my girl Chaela! spent almost all of today with her, 10:30 until 8:00. it ruled. went to church, out to eat, had a nap, then ate dinner over at her house. (shrimp! food is the best) yup!! so, she is great. i've never been treated so well.</P><P></P><P>school starts tomorrow (actually in a few hours) GREAT!! ah its all good, i only have 2 tomorrow, and i'll be done by 10:00.</P><P></P><P>oh yeah, Nelly sucks.</P><P></P><P></P><P></P><P>~/ this pain has been tasting of lead /~</p>
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